I made it back to Boone. The drive went by surprisingly fast, and consisted of cassette tapes of many different varieties of music, two peanut butter and honey sandwiches, Alot of coffee, Alot of bathroom breaks, and some rain. I had my first day at
rock dimentions, it felt really good to get back to work. I missed the feeling of someone depending on me. I start training for
high mountain expeditions on Monday. I'm kinda nervous, but I'm ready to start doing stuff. When I was home I was getting nervous about money and how I was going to pay rent and how I was going to pay for gad and for bills, I had to step back and remember that I'm not in control and I never will be. God has always provided and He wouldn't stop now. My gas money was taken care of, and as soon as I got to Boone A friend gave me an awesome deal on a house. God is good.
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Its hard not knowing alot of people; I don't want the people I do know to feel like I'm a burden.
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I need to kick this funk I have of not wanting to do things alone.
Otherwise I'm going to have a lot of days like today. One of those do nothing days.
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This is one of the books Im reading right now, I love it.